Category: Cancer


  • Choosing My Path Forward: Hope, Healing, and Hard Decisions

    When faced with cancer, you quickly learn that there are no easy choices โ€” only the ones that feel right for you, in this moment. Recently, I reached a crossroads in my treatment for rectal cancer. My doctors presented two options: surgery to remove all of the cancer, which would mean living permanently with a…

  • On my own

    On my own

    Today was my first chemotherapy session without Mom sitting beside me. Sheโ€™s been with me every step of the wayโ€”holding my hand, fetching snacks, chatting with nurses, and making sure Iโ€™m as comfortable as possible. But this week, she’s taking a well-deserved break to play with all the yarn. It felt strange walking into the…

  • Slow and Steady: Knitting the Autumn Valley Sweater

    Progress on my Autumn Valley Sweater by DROPS Design has beenโ€ฆ well, letโ€™s just call it leisurely. The gorgeous cables are inching their way off my needles at the pace of a sleepy tortoise, and honestly, Iโ€™m okay with that. Iโ€™m knitting this one in Dachshund Daddy Knits Irish Aran, a wool spun in County…

  • Rhinebeck (Sort Of): How Iโ€™m Attending the Sheep & Wool Festival by Proxy

    This weekend should have smelled like wool, cider donuts, and triumph. It should have been Rhinebeck Sheep & Wool Festival weekend โ€” the knitterโ€™s pilgrimage, the Super Bowl of yarn, the holy grail of fleece. But alas, instead of frolicking among skeins and sheep, Iโ€™ll be attending a far less glamorous event: Chemotherapy, Session #Whatever-Weโ€™re-On-Now.…

  • Knitting A Chemotherapy Hat: Stitch by Stitch, Session by Session

    Thereโ€™s something oddly grounding about knitting in a waiting room. The soft murmur of conversations, the steady hum of hospital air conditioning, and the click-clack of needles โ€” it all weaves together into a kind of calm. Todayโ€™s project: a basic chemotherapy hat in the most deliciously soft Dachshund Daddy Knits DK Alpaca yarn. Itโ€™s…

  • Knitting Through Chemotherapy: My Ranunculus Sweater Story

    Thereโ€™s a special kind of magic in knittingโ€”how it can calm your mind, steady your hands, and carry you through even the toughest seasons. During one of my chemotherapy sessions, I cast on a Ranunculus sweater, a project that ended up becoming far more than just another knitโ€”it became a source of comfort, focus, and…

  • When I first heard the words stage T3N+ rectal cancer, it felt like the ground fell away beneath me. Suddenly, my calendar was filled with appointments, scans, and treatments, and my mind was spinning with questions I couldnโ€™t yet answer. In the middle of all that uncertainty, one thing remained steady: my knitting. A Lifeline…